A heart

Dear Maya,

So far my life is such a joy.. Nothing to be worried.

But, I have a decent feeling towards a guy lately. This annoying feeling

keep me from doing everything. and more disappointing is, I am no

longer texting or contact that guy. Mr-crush-I-love.

Actually I know him long time ago. We have been to school together.

When I have this strange feeling towards him, I kept a distance,

far far one, to be exact, I don't call, text or even poke him 

at facebook. I don't have a gut to contact him anymore.

I hate this situation, because I love him. I love our friendship and I do

not want to ruins our lovely friendship just because of this strange feeling

I have.. and actually it is a normal, feeling being loved by someone.

You, dear readers, may call me fool, but I am really scared.

I scared, this feeling may ruin the friendship, I cannot imagine, me without him.

miserable. So dear heart, please, keep this feeling away from me.

If my heart cannot keep this feeling away, please make him has the exact

same feeling like me. Last word, I love you, my friend but I scared to

confess it for you.