Late Introductory

Dear Maya,

As you all readers noticed it, I am not

introducing myself. :) what ashamed.

So today I am going to introduce myself, because I believe

my dear readers, will love to know me.

Okay, so I started with my age. I am 21 years old. a girl.

A full time student in a very well- known university in our country.

Basically done with my biography. Come and scroll down my interests.

I have a lot of interests. :)

I have a craziness towards a camera. 

I love photography, I felt creative by doing it.

and also, I have a dream, about to open a photography

studio, when I'm growing up. I think, all photograph can talk, in 

their own ways. 

I love cats. and more prefer them than a man. because I think

a man is hard to handle, but with cats, they are loving

and cute. No pressure at all. :3 miauoww

Then, I love sketches.

I will write later.. lack of idea

Happy Ending

Dear Maya,

Do you believe in happily ever after?

I used to believe it, but when I am growing older

that sentence always scared me off.

I hate dissapointment. Really hate it. So I am avoiding it.

By avoiding it, actually it makes by day more joyful and exciting, perhaps?

About the matter yesterday, I have been thinking that, I will not follow
my heart, but follow my brain instead. I will take this to the bright side.
I am finishing my study first, then I will think about man.
About a relationship. because I think, it is not a big problem
if I have a relationship or not. Because to wrap it up, at the end
I have my family and my friends. Who will support me, as I am.

And so, done with love.. focus on becoming a good person, a great student.
Happiness is not from a man, perhaps :)
Must move on to the real life, the real world.

"Sometimes being strong means being able to cry, and sometimes moving on means being
strong enough to let go"

A heart

Dear Maya,

So far my life is such a joy.. Nothing to be worried.

But, I have a decent feeling towards a guy lately. This annoying feeling

keep me from doing everything. and more disappointing is, I am no

longer texting or contact that guy. Mr-crush-I-love.

Actually I know him long time ago. We have been to school together.

When I have this strange feeling towards him, I kept a distance,

far far one, to be exact, I don't call, text or even poke him 

at facebook. I don't have a gut to contact him anymore.

I hate this situation, because I love him. I love our friendship and I do

not want to ruins our lovely friendship just because of this strange feeling

I have.. and actually it is a normal, feeling being loved by someone.

You, dear readers, may call me fool, but I am really scared.

I scared, this feeling may ruin the friendship, I cannot imagine, me without him.

miserable. So dear heart, please, keep this feeling away from me.

If my heart cannot keep this feeling away, please make him has the exact

same feeling like me. Last word, I love you, my friend but I scared to

confess it for you.